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So, it's been almost a month since I've come back and catching up with old friends seems never ending. Despite that part of my life, I've been searching for a job despite people telling me to take a break first (not my mom and dad though). Honestly, I'm not too in a hurry to start a career just yet, but what I am keen on is to get a job confirmed first before i start to enjoy whatever is left of my "unemployment" period.

It has been really tough to say the least because my house is in the midst of renovation and therefore, juggling between personal space, parents' demands, friends' catching up, renovation progress (since I am labeled as the 2nd Man of the house ... =_='''), and Symphonee's whims are quite a handful to handle. I must say that my ability to adjust back to Malaysia has been one of ease. Perhaps it may very well have been so since I considered myself never having left Malaysia for that matter. My stay in Tasmania, if you would like to put it, has been one for duty and future prospect purposes for home (Darn! I just get the feeling that this statement is a bit cocky ... no intentions okay? ^o^)

Just two weeks back from Tazzie, I've been back on active duty with the Boys' Brigade and church worship. It feels good to be serving, though there are times when I can't help feeling the coldness the church has grown into. It is sad but perhaps it is because of the limited space we have since the Subang side has shifted over to Pantai due to construction. I hope that this feeling is just temporary. Apart from that, the youth in Subang has grown weak due to the change and numbers are just dropping tremendously. Are we as a church not doing enough? What can we do?

In BB, there are times when I feel like an alien since my leaving of BB for nearly 2 years. The bond that we used to share amongst members and officers are not what it used to be anymore. Question towards the officers? Perhaps answerable. I'm very afraid of losing vision in the BB. But until then, I can only trust in God that BB2SJ is in good hands.

Stress appears everywhere. However, at the end of the day, it is not how stressed we are, but how we handle it.

-Seki-